#i'm kinda tired but i can't sleep
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#i think i might be sick#it doesn't seem like it's too hot but my body is on fire#i tried eating ice cream or taking cold shower to cool down but that didn't help#i'm kinda tired but i can't sleep#tried sitting in the room with ac#didn't really help either#my temp was 38.8C and now it's like 38.5C#idk what to do
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A hermit should get like a stack of joel heads, drop them on the ground and say "Oops i spilled the beans."
#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#hermitcraft#guys im tired but I'm work so i can't sleep yet#my humor gets worse the more tired i am#and everything becomes increasingly hysterical but in the funny im laughing kinda way
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echoing my song
“Denki.”
“What?”
Kaminari grins at him, so blinding and happy that Tenya almost recoils. “Call me Denki. You’re my tic buddy, right? I know we don’t really know each other well yet, but…” Kaminari puckers his lips as he thinks. “But I feel like I know you, dude. In a way that no one else ever will. And you know me, too.”
It sounds silly, but Tenya doesn’t want to protest.
[or, a celebration & exploration of tourette's syndrome seen through iida, kaminari, & class 1a]
🌾22,120 words | kaminari & iida-centric, ft. class 1a🌾
happy tourette's awareness month!!!
#corey writes:)#bnha#mha#my hero academia#bnha fanfiction#kaminari denki#iida tenya#class 1a#tourettes syndrome#tourette's#shinkami#bnha class 1a#oH MY GOD THIS IS SO LONG#WOW WOW WOW#technically this *was* finished before ts month ended yesterday i just uhhhh had another one to finish and i edited most of it today#bc sleeping is hard and sleepy tired and y eah#can't believe this is now my longest oneshot on ao3 wow#anyways most everything i'd usually say in the tags is in the a/n so uhhhhh#ig thank you and goodbye???#i worked like really hard on this and i'm kinda proud??? also a lil terrified bc so much of me went into this but#whatever lol
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He's so cute-agkdjgkdkf I love him so much💙
#pan gushes#I've been pretty low on energy to do much today#(Partially bc of the heat- It's my greatest weakness 😔)#And honestly I haven't thought about many f/os all day#But there's something nice to me about being in bed and thinking about my husband after a long day👉👈#Thinking about being in his arms has helped me sleep on multiple occasions- He's the best!!#But yeah-sgksjfksjf#I love Snow so much! He's strong and sweet- kinda Stupid but that's pretty endearing if you ask me <3 (I like my men stupid)#Since I haven't been in the greatest mood to chat all day- I kept thinking about being in comfortable silence with him#Just the comfort of being in completely silence together <3 No pressure to say something. Just happy in silence#I'm quite tired and can't formulate words as well as I'd like#so I'll end my little gush about my beloved hero here <3#f/o: ❄️
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the tendency of non ukrainians to call ukrainians nazis is actually so insane and dumb.
we aren't the ones invading our neighbouring country justifying this invasion with some gibberish like "we were freeing *fart* russian speakers in *sob* ukraine. russian is banned in ukraine *sob* *sob* russian speakers are oppressed *fart* there *sob*". we aren't the ones who were trying to destroy our neighbour's culture FOR CENTURIES. we aren't the ones destroying our neighbour's cultural heritage, libraries, printing houses etc. we aren't the ones brutally massacring civilians. we aren't the ones banning people's native language in THEIR OWN homeland. we aren't the ones threatening parents with taking their kids away if the family speaks in their native language. we aren't the ones brainwashing foreign kids that their own native land is a terrorist state, we aren't the ones taking them away from their parents and putting them into foster families to make brainwashing more effective. we are not the ones raping and executing soldiers. we aren't the ones killing innocent animals for fun. we aren't the ones moving into the houses on occupied territories original owners of which were murdered. we are not the ones stealing the property of people who had to flee and leave everything (including their peaceful life) behind worrying about their and possibly their kids' well being. and we aren't the ones who thinks that everyone is worse than us if they were born in another country of have foreign roots. we are not the ones making fun of people based on their nationality and we are not the ones banning lgbtq+ people from existing.
and the list goes on and on but still somehow westerns prefer to believe that we are the bad guys here despite all of this being so ridiculously obvious. and what's even funnier is that they fight you every time you try to convince them that they are wrong on many (all of the) levels
#sorry for messiness of the post I'm kinda tired. it's 3 am and I can't sleep#stand with ukraine#russia is a terrorist state
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I haven't been able to sleep for more than 5 hours per night for almost 2 weeks now and it's starting to catch up to me
#I can't seem to be able to sleep before 4 in the morning and I wake up at 9. without any alarms. I just wake up#I'm so tired but I'm not sleepy#kinda scary#not art#text#what is happening to me#my eyes are tired
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How’s life? No pressure question ofc, but if you want to share please feel free to do so with this ask :3
Eh, it doesn't feel all that great right now. I'm tired and hungry a lot, but I just have to get a routine together. My sleep has been wonky, I've been waking up too early, but I feel fine then but it also feels like I can't rest completely- I have dreamless nights mostly. And I also just get annoyed a lot, but it feels better being around people I like.
#my father is upset today too cause I couldn't hang out with him#I talked to a social worker at school a few days ago just for check in and in my opinion I still feel bad even talking to her#it's been a rough week and I'm not sure what to do except deal with it and move on#I like to draw still#I dont want to get tired of it#I mean at least I'm doing productive things like laundry and showering#I'm gonna have spaghetti today that's a good thing#I'll have clean sheets for my bed that's good too#I got presents a day earlier and that's good#I like listing the positives#It kinda gives me ideas for writing#I really wanna eat all these positive things i mean the feeling it gives me in itself#I really love the good things I don't ever want to lose them#I'm actually gonna try to make a doll bunny today#I got dug up old fabrics in my room so I can experiment with something new#I'd list more good things but I'd sound kinda weird doing that in the tags#I should probably journal again but my mind blanks when I try but I'll figure it out#I mean poetry and fanfiction is always an outlet#I gotta practice that more often#There still a ways to go in life so obviously it'll change eventually it always does#And it's only one of many weeks so I can't be too doubtful#It can't always be the worst#Feeling the same feels awful#No matter the emotion it kinda turns numb if you feel it long enough#Days are always changing though since everybody is doing different things everyday all the time#Like most say 'it gets better' eventually#I guess I can wait for a good day#I have no choice sooo I'll let whatever happen#Well technically I can make it happen#I'll feel better when I made myself dinner and cleaned my bed and put away my laundry and put on fuzzy socks and go to sleep
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Has your cold been making you sneeze much ?
Not really honestly?? Like there's some sneezing, but mostly I'm just coughing 😔
#kinda snz#i feel like this cough is worse just bc the first one never fully went away lmao#I'm congested as hell tho and like yeah there's way more sneezing than usual for me but it's not a ton#and it's pretty sporadic#i miss those like two days when i could breathe through my nose 😔#also I'm sleeping like shit so that's definitely not helping#no fucking clue how i fell asleep in my partner's car when i can't even fall asleep in my own bed lmao#but I'm so tired it huets to keep my eyes open#and then i can't fall asleep when i try to#like wtf is that about#got the pillows propped up bc of my cough and i still can't sleep 😔#maybe i should just go sit in the car idk maybe that's what does it
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Sometimes it feels like my mom punishes me for things I can't control and it's actually kinda really upsetting.
#i fell asleep yesterday after work as i mentioned before and that means i wasn't able to wash up after dinner#she said to me today that if i fell asleeo again before dinner she'd be pissed off at me#and usually a comment like that wouldn't bother me#but I'm the only one working full time/ with two jobs in my house#especially when my brothers don't do anything around the house#even though they don't have jobs/ do anything full time. and yet the responsibility of housekeeping is always left to me#even if I'm tired. The reason i can't fo to sleep early ia because cleaning the downstairs before i go takes a while#ofc it would when you have a family of 9 and you're the only person doing it#she never asks them either#and then she gets upset at me if like yesterday i don't do these things#and it's like#everyone keeps telling me fo stop treating myself as a machine#but it's kinda hard when everyone else does the same#today/ this week when work has been really tough and im struggling already because im having a hard time#it's the last thing you wanna hear that someone's upset at you for doing something that could have been shared between others#i don't know it just feels like a sledgehammer fo the chest every time#i just feel I'm constantly disappointing someone because im not able to do what they say#ans no matter how much i say it's unfair nothing ever changes.
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Woke up today and the horrors coninue to persist
#Probably from being anemic but I'm filled with a kind of tired that can't be fixed with like 16+ hrs of sleep#Feel like I need to sleep for two days again to feel even remotely normal#Been very moody too and kinda horribly doomed by nostalgia#velvetspeaks
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Oh mind electric we're really in it now.
#Cade.Txts#i think about tht song all the time.#when they say: Someone help me / Understand what's Going on Inside my Mind! / Doctor I can't tell if I'm Not Me!#I felt tht shit#like man.................me too.#idk tht bit of lyrics has always kinda hit me hard specifically.#Anyways how is everyone doin. sorry I don't ;ost much anymore.#I am posting on my stimblog mostly now BHINJGFDNI if u wanan see stimboards check it out.#im doing a series of stimboards on my favorite pokemon#so far got two boards out already d:)#Wanna keep working on it but i should also make gifs of stuff.#been kind of stressed by shit lately thts unrelated. worried about bigfoot.#he's been acting weird lately. real sluggish n tired. his teeth are bad- n we need to take him to get them checked#but it cost like. 600 to just get a few teeth taken from our dog frankie.#s o. -slides stimboard commission post on my stimblog- /nf#dont like advertising it. feels weird making things for money but if he does need teeyh removed#idk any other way i could make money for it.#hes just got me worried. he's a old man- even tho i always forget he is-#thinking about losing him scares me. am probably rly over thinking shit- he's old course he sleeps n lays around a lot.#but im stil worried.#ANYWHO. stimboard grind 24/7
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✨✨✨✨I can't focus on anything✨✨✨✨
I'm doing that thing where I'm just sitting in silence for hours without realizing it until it's time for me to go to bed and I DID NOTHING AGAIN. This is so FruSTRaTINg.
#ugh and I have a LONG shift tomorrow when I'm going to be the most tired#whatever i'll just say screw it and sacrifice my already deprived sleep schedule to try to draw a bit#I barely get enough sleep anyways so it won't matter#(literally I get 1-4hrs max per work night bc I suck so bad at sleeping; even with xtra strength sleeping pills)#not even exaggerating#at this point i kinda just give up tbh lol#i can't seem to get any dopamine from anything rn and it's driving me crazy#gonna increase my own suffering bc i'm grumpy with lowkey self loathing tendencies lol
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#☕️ | chatter#im so !! tired#i wanna go to bed but the lack of sleep makes me less hesitant to do things so...#anyway shoutout to that one memory of an security guard accidentally calling me sir instead of ma'am i think about you a lot#like...that one memoery make me think so hard harder than me solving math problems#LIKE THE MOMENT MY MOTHER TOLD ME THE GUARD PROBABLY MISTOOK ME FOR MY DAD WHO WAS WALKING BEHIND ME I GOT KINDA DISAPPOINTED?#brain. brain you fuck what does this mean. BRAIN. WHY WOULD YOU KEEP THAT MEMORY.#anyway its engraved within me now i keep remembering it every now and again and it makes me afraid#i'm happy with myself!! really!! maybe...#i dont know im comfortable in my own body so i dont know where that came from#i'll probably delete this...later
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i learned passive-aggressiveness from my dad and i'm not proud of it. but lately i've been losing my patience and i think i'm okay with losing, if it means i won't have to second guess my every move. i don't want to play games. i don't want to have to explain myself. i just want to be quiet. to be quiet, and take care of myself. it's just funny how it doesn't seem to be enough now that i've learned it a little too well.
#our events are coming up and i'm just Tired i don't have time to deal with his petty mind games#which i guess isn't really fair because he's probably not even aware#like i know his actions and words are coming out of a place of love#that's why there's breakfast on the table every morning#and lunches prepared etc etc#but i'm so tired of having to explain that i don't want to drink the fucking smoothie because#my tummy's been upset and i'm about to fall asleep at the table#sometimes his love is like. it's like an overflowing fridge#crammed to the gills with food that we can't even fucking finish#and that's love#but it can be so suffocating because i didn't ask for half the things in there#and i don't actually like eating half the things in there#but how can you say that out loud?#love is not a one way street but i've never learned how to talk about it#feeling kinda shitty but i'll get over it#i'll try to get some sleep too but we'll see
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haha livestreams man
ok not to be too cringe or whatever but I actually caught a sykkuno livestream today and was only like planning to have it on like the other screen while playing some game or whatever but thennn corpse was on it. I didn’t expect that, from what I’d heard second hand from some youtube comment on some vod channel, he hasn’t been in anyone’s livestreams for months, but he was actually there playing duck duck goose with a bunch of other cool people and if you’d told me this morning that I’d actually get to watch a livestream with corpse actually in it actually live I would not’ve taken you seriously lol oh man. such a silly thing to be excited about I know but hhhh idk these past couple weeks been messing with me man. and also idk, knowing what corpse is dealing with and such, ngl I am utterly clueless but also can’t help but worry a bit hearing he hasn’t played with people in months ya know. but ofc also like, I don’t know anything about anything so I’m probably just being paranoid and worrying for no reason and everyone else knows what he’s up to at all times lol. as is I don’t follow anyone of all the people involved in that circle of friends anywhere outside of youtube, and even then it’s only sykkuno and rae atm (outside of corpse himself but ofc he doesn’t upload anything anymore beside his music stuff I think lol), and tbh I only followed both of them within this past week I think so when I say I am utterly clueless I friggin mean it man geez lol either way none of this matters, man deserves his privacy and doesn’t owe anyone anything, I’m just glad to know he’s doing ok I guess, as lame and corny as it sounds ha, and apparently got big stuff happening this week so like, guess I’m looking forward to that if it’s for the public, whatever it is lol
#he's just.. so cool and groovy and I wish nothing but the best for him lol#livestream is kinda still going but I kinda tuned out when corpse left lol#no offense to the people still on but it is way past my bedtime and I'm tired and can't focus anymore haa#friggin timezones eugh#so yeah sorry just my sleep deprived brain focusing on all the wrong things lol I should probably go sleep soon#I'll shut up now ok cool#laters bye
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The crashing after an exam is the worst, one moment you're completely pumped with adrenaline and anxiety and the next your life is suddenly quite and you don't know what to do anymore
#I'm tired as fuck but I still can't sleep because of this#it kinda feels like I'm drifting and I don't even know why#this is weird#and i really feel like I need to rest for at least a week but I've got another exam on Thursday so yeah let's do this all again
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